Enriching my Odyssey

Last week my mind got so full, as few things turned upside down, little criticism slammed and misunderstandings snowed :(. And here I was with a new set of realizations: All the relationships have to be worked out. No matter how good things are in the beginning, over the time some discordance creeps in and has to be settled; that's how everything grows strong or every strong thing grows :) . Watch people you  surround  yourself with, sooner or later you get a part of them. Even if 'they have lots of knowledge/wisdom' or 'how much you trust them', don't get carried away.  Be what you are! Don’t be overly nice with people you want to keep forever for a ‘sense of belonging’ or ‘he/she might feel bad’ or ‘what would they think about me’.   Keep the secrets. Everyone has their own best friend to share it with :& ;). Criticism & Sarcasm are to make you feel more alive; you still exist, see!!! .  Understand what is to be taken care of but...

OMG  ..this is the limit… you know what happened … ! A flat mate of mine has been famous for pilfering things since the beginning and I was warned by girls before to take care of my belongings as I have this habit of ‘keep & forget’ and then later on bang my head for ‘where did I saw it last ’ :( … When I had entered this house, I had lined up the things to where they belong... of course you would keep handwash & toothpaste near the basin or bodywash in the bathroom … and dishwash in the kitchen ... and the girls mocked... ‘She is new, let her learn where to keep what’ ... I thought they were insane until one fine day, couple of washing soaps just disappeared and I wondered I can’t be that forgetful...  and how foolishly I had been ignoring that all the ‘washes’ were depleting at a very rapid rate..   Another day I caught her red handed filling her jar with the salt packet I had kept in the kitchen ... I was shocked not just for her act but ‘SALT’...

So what is my idea of a perfect day?   There are many and as I read somewhere, ‘You can have it all not all at once’... the gleeful moments of the day that made this one content are here  J   .. Well, little things can turn me on**  J  and these days, rains are enough to drive me crazy for nothing … To add to it, chatter with close buddies on not so worldly topics like ‘music’, ‘which books to buy next’, ‘photography’, ‘our demarcation of mediocre and excellent’ etc.. is such a delight..The M.Phil. going parallel is another satisfaction... Then the pleasure of riding 17 kms on almost potholes free roads amidst the soo romantic drizzles with Bryan Adams playing exclusively in your ears.. ‘little love’ , ‘have you ever really loved a women’ followed by Sheryl crows’ ‘soak up the sun’ .. as if everyone is pepping me up ;) ..OMG what more can I expect :D..   Okay now comes the philanthropic activity of the day ... the phone recharge for a lady...

Moving away, From the friendships that judge! Getting over, The relation devoid of trust! Waking up, From a deep slumber of fanciful assumptions! Rising above,     The mere right-wrong attitude! Leaving behind, All the guilt & regrets to naivety & credulity! Hugging along, All who stood by! Laughing out, My misconception of ‘Forever’! Walking towards, ‘You’ and budding into a soulful being! I Bloom  J !

The sequel is ready on 'threesome' demand ;) .. This time there are no 'Buts' .. but are the 'lessons learnt' from the repercussions of my overly imaginative and emotional behaviour! (Nuts me !!) 1.        People move on .... … no matter how much they say they love you. They should  J   , shouldn’t they? 2.        Music and Time are great healers*. Good music keeps the mind occupied and helps to pass the time, then time lessens the intensity of your hurts. 3.        Watch your feelings and don’t let them take decisions for you.                                                                            Feelings change but decisions last forever!  4.    ...

In the last few months I have felt these things very often(with some own & some others' experiences), so thought it would be a good idea to list them down for future reference; to later on either giggle at my unripe wisdom or take pride in premature enlightenment… All I mean is that the "But" part always existed but I Realized it lately! Here it goes! 1. You will have complains with everyone you meet..Including your parents, siblings, spouse, best friends… But .. Grumble won’t last forever …so Don’t hurt them.. They are all you have.. (Go and apologize :P) 2. If you really love someone and want to be with them you would do anything to be with them… But .. If you start finding excuses..  There is something wrong !! (Time to rethink :O)  3. We all are different and beautiful creations of God …It’s better to focus on the positive side of any person.... But while making a choice don’t be completely blindfolded by the virtues… (The vic...

Just wanted to give my little brain some rest by squeezing out all the worries on paper—rather on ‘Word Doc’… starts here … Nowadays I am opining, it would have been probably good if I thought less…. Ordered disorders and qualms follow:  “Everyday type”… Over - what to wear, when, with what accessories, among which type of crowd … Over - how to start, what to write, what I m confused about… Also, over - what to write while sending some documents to the manager…and the stuff is          reframed  numerous times… Over - which friend to call, finally none and then this one lands in “stern” type.. Over - my access card so I hunt it in my bag almost daily on walk to workplace,  to finally           “discover”, probably it fell from the chair and escaped my mind.. Over - how to say ‘No’ to a flat mate when she will mistreat my belongings..  so mean of me … “Stern”… Over - wha...

All roads blocked… Destination mocks… May not be straight.. But I’ll make my way… Darkness surrounds Fear grows abound, Mere spark of faith, But I’ll light my way…                            Leisure suffocates, Derides hard earned goals, Huff and puff, I’ll breathe my way.. Rejection shudders, Fidgety cripples, With modest assurance, I will revive my way… Hope is skeptical.. Hard to stand ... fiasco!! Before goal turns farcical… I’ll find my way… Pretending to revel, Consumed within… It’s not fictitious, So won’t end long… Mustering faith… I am living my way….

Life played a prank, Still wondering, Should I THANK?? To laugh at its mystery.. :-D Or forget it like history… Neither lonely nor lost,                                                                              As always.. To all the troubles I am the host, The merry side of such sad times, Enough time to write rhymes, Also … Sweethearts showing their trust… A phase would pass by just.. Happily J … Goodies trying their best, To give comfort and rest, Loved ones.. Praying day n night… For strength to overcome plight, Never thought the positivity it would reap Junk seems expensive.. Fruits look cheap.....

                                  Gorgeous rain has eventually come,                                                               Moments of relief from scorching sun…                                            Greenery feels blessed with no choice,                                                   Standing still, gets drenched and rejoices….                                                ...

Late after rising sun, Begins the sequel of fun, A new day dawns, But full of yawns.. Dithering over clothes, Carried away by froth.. Oh…Gussying up may get drain, If u miss your train.. Rush: Either seat is claimed, Or Fate is blamed.. A Lesson Journey daily unfolds, Adapt to new mob n forget d old.. Sometimes fussy, others plain, Threading your way, reach ORG lane.. A warm Good-morning welcomes you, Heart prays: Hope points too are few.. Prayers are answered, but not always, U r deliberately caught up in a maze.. But that’s what makes it interesting, Colleagues going through the same setting, Managers are like buddies, They steer us through studies.. Seniors behave like frens, Their jokes have no ends.. Chocolates/Sweets/Icecream/Cookies   Are ways to share laughter… Rush.. , it may get empty, U can know the reason after ;). We work with many other teams, All planning their own schemes.. As now I am new , Unaware of what’s is an ‘EQ’, Got used to simpler ones like D...