Enriching my Odyssey

कुछ दुःख ऐसे होते हैं , जिन्हें शब्द नहीं कह पाते, हाव-भाव कह देते हैं , ये दुःख गहरे होते हैं .... कभी भर जाते हैं, कभी खली कर जाते हैं, कभी कुछ पल की बात , कभी एक लम्बी रात .... सब का अपना अपना मिजाज़ , कभी कहानी कभी अलफ़ाज़ , ज्यादातर तोड़ देते हैं, या नए रिश्ते जोड़ देते हैं... हमारी पहचान कराते हैं, तुमसे और दोस्तों से मिलवाते हैं, सबको मौका देते हैं, यादे ताज़ा कर देते हैं, सब दुःख अपने हो जाते हैं, सब्र से दोस्ती करवाते हैं, दुःख में तो सभी रो देते हैं, हमारी तरक्की पे जो खुश हुए वो दोस्त होते हैं, ये जानते हुए भी , सबकी ख़ुशी में चेहरा खिल नहीं पाता, दुःख में जो रोया अक्सर वो ही हमदर्द बन जाता... तुम्हारा दुःख बाँट पायें, तो खुद को खुशनसीब समझें, तुम्हें  और कुछ तो हम क्या दें, बस दुआ है की दुःख कम दें ... कितना अच्छा हो अगर ये दुःख... मेहमान बनके आते  रहें, बस सीख दें और जाते रहें. ज़रूरत तो इनकी भी है मगर, दूर से ही डराते रहें.... तुम्हें और...

Saw you after long… Million memories came along................., Remembered my first love,had come to an end, My first friend, my sweet heart, my best friend, Hard to believe a girl taught me lesson (Made me comfortable with the hardest truth of life), Bereavement can be overcome, don’t make it depression.. Now you are happy and I too am not sad, Only love isn’t sufficient.. Tried hard but couldn’t make you glad :( .. As I am seeing you after years; don’t know how to react? Again should I try to cross blocked tract ?.. Should I hug you and cry ? Will you wait till Goodbye ? It feels restless to accept the space, Somebody else occupied my place, Will you give me a little new corner? I promise , won’t nag; smile with whatever… No let it be, I have changed my mind, Your silence gave time to unwind, Don’t feel pity, don’t be kind, Several joys yet I can find... I have overcome my fears, Countless more treat me dear, I know you don’t want to come ne...

dशुरू भी न हुए और ख़त्म हो गए , कुछ अफ़साने कविताओं में लिखे मैंने , पन्नों पर ही रह गए ........ वो आये थे हमारा साथ निभाने , कोशिश अच्छी  की पर खुदगर्ज़ हो गए , खुद तो तन्हा हुए ही ,हमे और भी तन्हा कर गए ....   समझदार थे बहुत बस एक गलती कर गए , हमने कहा था दिल टूटा हुआ है , बोले  अभी ठीक किये देते हैं  , नीम हकीम उल्टा जोड़ गए ............ पहले गम बाँट लो तो, हल्का महसूस होता था .... पर वो तो कुछ ऐसा कर गए , कि हम ,             ना हसे , ना  रोये             ना जागे, ना सोये कहीं दिल  ही नहीं लगा , और कुछ अधूरे से हो गए ............................

 [ Warning : Readers please dont connect me to this... the To and from will themseleves understand ] You know, you hold a special place, Bonded with an invisible lace, You know, it was both ways, Independent care and no chase, Inclination, affection, care, laughter, Desire, dream and even disaster, You know, we are so alike, Many common likes and dislikes, Or may be…. You have become so much like me, And in all this time you turned me to thee, Both in dilemma, To share or hide? Whether to bridge the gaps wide? You know, you are a sweetie pie, Always caught when try to modify ;) What makes you more lovable is, ‘Honest acceptance’ over little lies…… You know, you sometimes give tears, But it gets compensated …. When you offer an ear, You know, the more memories we give and take, The more I become anxious to feel slake, You know, your readiness to do anything for friend,   Makes you trusty enough to hold hand... You know, with every little thing you do, Without saying a ...

Late after rising sun, Begins the sequel of fun, A new day dawns, But full of yawns.. Dithering over clothes, Carried away by froth.. Oh…Gussying up may get drain, If u miss your train.. Rush: Either seat is claimed, Or Fate is blamed.. A Lesson Journey daily unfolds, Adapt to new mob n forget d old.. Sometimes fussy, others plain, Threading your way, reach ORG lane.. A warm Good-morning welcomes you, Heart prays: Hope points too are few.. Prayers are answered, but not always, U r deliberately caught up in a maze.. But that’s what makes it interesting, Colleagues going through the same setting, Managers are like buddies, They steer us through studies.. Seniors behave like frens, Their jokes have no ends.. Chocolates/Sweets/Icecream/Cookies   Are ways to share laughter… Rush.. , it may get empty, U can know the reason after ;). We work with many other teams, All planning their own schemes.. As now I am new , Unaware of what’s is an ‘EQ’, Got used to simpler ones like D...

Everything seems changing, Or may be I m not adapting. Or may be the other way round, Going the way where better it sounds. Life is scheduling itself the same as expected, Alas! Its late I can’t help feeling regretted, Wish! I had anticipated the end better, Nothing would be lost n I could be a ‘go-getter’. Never mind, it isn’t yet late, Chalk in your hands and my destiny - slate. If even you are bemused or confused, You may take enough time, Your verdict can’t ever be refused, I love you and forever you are mine. I’ll try but you know the apple of my eye, Help me to decide, to you I cant lie……

Feels so lame without you, I owe so much to you, From u I learned, ‘How to care’ And ‘How to express the feelings rare’ During rough times when I wanted to hide, You were always there standing by my side, Always wished to be your pampered kid, You were like a magic- pot without a lid, The more I laugh the more you are missed, Times with you were the most blissed, For your smiles, I always pray, Near far where ever you stay………..