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Categorizing Confusions…



Just wanted to give my little brain some rest by squeezing out all the worries
on paper—rather on ‘Word Doc’… starts here …
Nowadays I am opining, it would have been probably good if I thought less….

Ordered disorders and qualms follow:

 “Everyday type”…
Over - what to wear, when, with what accessories, among which type of crowd …
Over - how to start, what to write, what I m confused about…
Also, over - what to write while sending some documents to the manager…and the stuff is
         reframed  numerous times…
Over - which friend to call, finally none and then this one lands in “stern” type..
Over - my access card so I hunt it in my bag almost daily on walk to workplace,  to finally
          “discover”, probably it fell from the chair and escaped my mind..
Over - how to say ‘No’ to a flat mate when she will mistreat my belongings..  so mean of me …

“Stern”…

Over - what to talk to people I meet the first time, second or more…
Over - how to mingle with colleagues who doubt you from the first day..
Over - how to reduce weight – eat less /work more, both are beyond me..
Over - how to invoke interest in studies to become a master of philosophy asap…
Over – how to convince the new generation of old family members, I am not after
            hottest gadgets but joy..

“Deadly”…

Over - how to convince parents about the facts they won’t believe..
Over - how to translate ambitions into terms approachable to kith and kin..
Over – how to keep the old friendships alive…
Over- where I am heading…

Hope I could instigate some of your brain muscles  :P …
This one will fall under crap... Hoping not to write more stuff of this nature…….

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