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Goodbye Fren...

Eventually fears turned true,
Didn't want to lose you,
But have to let go,
Though I could never show.

Will you ever realise ?
How hard I tried to be your fren.
Perhaps it doesn't matter to you,
So it seems like an end.

Million things I wanted to share,
Inspite of distances tried to care,

These are the times of test,
I thought you are not like the rest,
But you left me in a maze,
Now I m hiding tears in the daze.

Wish you could see there exists a  magical band,
Didnt let you say, and almost always understand,
Wished you had an urge to know,
Why i curbed it and didnt let grow..

I told you since beginning,
But you were not listening,
It hurts when you don't say,
For all your mistakes: I have to pay....

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