Enriching my Odyssey

dशुरू भी न हुए और ख़त्म हो गए , कुछ अफ़साने कविताओं में लिखे मैंने , पन्नों पर ही रह गए ........ वो आये थे हमारा साथ निभाने , कोशिश अच्छी  की पर खुदगर्ज़ हो गए , खुद तो तन्हा हुए ही ,हमे और भी तन्हा कर गए ....   समझदार थे बहुत बस एक गलती कर गए , हमने कहा था दिल टूटा हुआ है , बोले  अभी ठीक किये देते हैं  , नीम हकीम उल्टा जोड़ गए ............ पहले गम बाँट लो तो, हल्का महसूस होता था .... पर वो तो कुछ ऐसा कर गए , कि हम ,             ना हसे , ना  रोये             ना जागे, ना सोये कहीं दिल  ही नहीं लगा , और कुछ अधूरे से हो गए ............................

 [ Warning : Readers please dont connect me to this... the To and from will themseleves understand ] You know, you hold a special place, Bonded with an invisible lace, You know, it was both ways, Independent care and no chase, Inclination, affection, care, laughter, Desire, dream and even disaster, You know, we are so alike, Many common likes and dislikes, Or may be…. You have become so much like me, And in all this time you turned me to thee, Both in dilemma, To share or hide? Whether to bridge the gaps wide? You know, you are a sweetie pie, Always caught when try to modify ;) What makes you more lovable is, ‘Honest acceptance’ over little lies…… You know, you sometimes give tears, But it gets compensated …. When you offer an ear, You know, the more memories we give and take, The more I become anxious to feel slake, You know, your readiness to do anything for friend,   Makes you trusty enough to hold hand... You know, with every little thing you do, Without saying a ...

Late after rising sun, Begins the sequel of fun, A new day dawns, But full of yawns.. Dithering over clothes, Carried away by froth.. Oh…Gussying up may get drain, If u miss your train.. Rush: Either seat is claimed, Or Fate is blamed.. A Lesson Journey daily unfolds, Adapt to new mob n forget d old.. Sometimes fussy, others plain, Threading your way, reach ORG lane.. A warm Good-morning welcomes you, Heart prays: Hope points too are few.. Prayers are answered, but not always, U r deliberately caught up in a maze.. But that’s what makes it interesting, Colleagues going through the same setting, Managers are like buddies, They steer us through studies.. Seniors behave like frens, Their jokes have no ends.. Chocolates/Sweets/Icecream/Cookies   Are ways to share laughter… Rush.. , it may get empty, U can know the reason after ;). We work with many other teams, All planning their own schemes.. As now I am new , Unaware of what’s is an ‘EQ’, Got used to simpler ones like D...

Everything seems changing, Or may be I m not adapting. Or may be the other way round, Going the way where better it sounds. Life is scheduling itself the same as expected, Alas! Its late I can’t help feeling regretted, Wish! I had anticipated the end better, Nothing would be lost n I could be a ‘go-getter’. Never mind, it isn’t yet late, Chalk in your hands and my destiny - slate. If even you are bemused or confused, You may take enough time, Your verdict can’t ever be refused, I love you and forever you are mine. I’ll try but you know the apple of my eye, Help me to decide, to you I cant lie……

Feels so lame without you, I owe so much to you, From u I learned, ‘How to care’ And ‘How to express the feelings rare’ During rough times when I wanted to hide, You were always there standing by my side, Always wished to be your pampered kid, You were like a magic- pot without a lid, The more I laugh the more you are missed, Times with you were the most blissed, For your smiles, I always pray, Near far where ever you stay………..

All happy songs making sense to me, Celebrating the joys of flying free, Feeling good and light, Not bothered about wrong/right Life is indeed a roller-coaster ride, Enjoy all high and low tides, Truth may not be beautiful always, But sometimes it brings a rectifying phase.. I dream of bringing smiles, Which stay forever and not for a while… Special thanks to Shankha for listening to me and telling: “You are liked for your qualities but loved for your shortcomings” Gradually I found it beautiful. And also gratified to songs: 1.Walking Away – By Craig David 2. Aaj kal Zindagi – From Wake up Sid Which helped me overcome – Wo khat ke purze uda raha tha, Havao ka rukh dikha raha tha, Usi ka iman badal gaya hai, Kabhi jo mera khuda raha tha……

Words are magical, They make wonders n do miracle, Though u never thought before, Will it give happiness galore, If you say, ‘I love you’, And receive ‘Same to you’ So if someone says ‘Tek care’, Let few moments spare, ‘Same to you’ sounds so bare.. Words bring near, Words create distance, Keep us waiting for hours/instance, Did u see my 'no' had a reluctance… It’s as simple as any other thing, Like the songs which your lips sing, Aren't they words which touch heart's string? Words hurt but words heal, Try their best to give their feel, Not always in their hands to hide/reveal.. Words laugh, Words cry, Scared of failure but always try, I said it all though I was shy… Words enjoy and words bore, Unlike applied and core, I am going out of track, Hope readers don’t sore.. Words true and Words fake, Better than love based on: ‘Give and Take’ If you can't keep anything at stake, How can you expect ...

Million thoughts running in mind, Still words so hard to find.. Trying to define a perfect you, Couldn’t eschew so thought of a clue, Waiting for you, Make me thou….. Hold my hand, walk with me, Treat me as a child thee, Impossible to make my heart shun, It’s already on its way enjoying pun, Someone said: ‘Love is a name of care’ Understand, praise and not just stare, Be my best friend for life, Hug me when bad times rife, Try being my comfort zone, Hope u won’t leave me alone, Let your smile, fill the spaces, Through eyes don’t leave traces.. Motivated by: Love in your heart wasn’t put there to stay, Love isn’t Love till you give it away……

AAgain the same feelings passed, Which were strictly trespassed, Heart, “how long will u be a kid”? Demanding everything unlimited!! Fear of losing something, Which you don’t even possess, If it’s given unconditionally, Why it’s making you obsessed? If everything was tangible, Life would be easy to handle, Wrath/Love like two different bangles, Stay together yet never entangled. Similar things happening, Guilt of not forbearing, What to trust and what to deny, Can’t forgive and can’t even cry. Nothing is said and done, Things growing in the name of fun. Come out of illusions, Don’t jump to conclusions, At most admire your fate, If it’s yours it’s never too late. Okay, let it be…………… Don’t hasten to decision, Enjoy beauty in delusions. Let God be your guide, He loves you when He hides, So He’s giving enough time, To make these lines rhyme. Appearance may deceive, Dig deeper and perceive. Don’t fool yoursel...

Another effort…… To touch salvation, Amidst self created troubles   mocks botheration, Though used to thoughts still   scared of action, Accept/Deny special feelings .. Let it grow in an ambience of recognition Beware: Appetite grows with identification, It’s your choice : Flourish it   in consideration, Or nip it in prevarication, But attitude deserves appreciation, Especially when it acts as determination, My first piece from N-97, Seeking words for completion, Alas… its messy.. No not my creation, Okay no issues, My usual love for perfection, Now giggle at foolishness, The only jolly option, I swear I did nothing Out of mere deliberation Just when student heart began dozing off With Einstein’s theory of relaxation: “Don’t think about the future it comes soon enough” Professor Mind knocked …..Recommendation: “Be ready to face the Repercussion”

Give your heart wings when it wants to fly, Don’t suppress your feelings, Give it a try…. Don’t trouble yourself by the illusions, It’s only in mind, Don’t heap it high…. Just take the first step, Feel your fears melting, Challenges take us ahead, Won’t find solace in resting… Initially, it may take much, But it’s a challenge till u touch, Doesn’t need a plan as such, Just the courage to break your hutch…. Remember: You matter most to you, Don’t pay heed: If it’s not congenial crew. So go beyond and create something new, Its real pleasure to see yourself amongst few.

Sometimes……… Sometimes, full of love and life… Sometimes, we go with the stride, Sometimes, we don’t want to bother,             Wrong and Right………. Sometimes, we are more close to ground, Yet full of pride… These ‘sometimes’ are precious, And hold us for long, Sometimes when we care from where we belong, Sometimes we realize … Our commonness makes us strong. It fills us with ecstasy.. Amidst happy and adorned throng… These ‘sometimes’ are rare, Exquisitely designed by GOD with care, On this festive occasion lets.. Spread hope and dare, To work with spirits high, Zeal never bare.

Slept with hopes but awaken in despair, Words are shattered need a repair, Needs are less and wants spare, This wasn’t my aim, I m losing my way, Where are you almighty? Don’t leave me astray, Not jaded by laughter, But can’t play with fate, Who knows what’s after? It’s already too late… Trying to hold silence, But not finding peace, It comes from within, Not with a please…. May be so I m denied, Coz I always receive, But what about the gifts, Which never came with ease…..? I am not sad, Just a mood swing, It’s always summer after spring………

Eventually fears turned true, Didn't want to lose you, But have to let go, Though I could never show. Will you ever realise ? How hard I tried to be your fren. Perhaps it doesn't matter to you, So it seems like an end. Million things I wanted to share, Inspite of distances tried to care, These are the times of test, I thought you are not like the rest, But you left me in a maze, Now I m hiding tears in the daze. Wish you could see there exists a  magical band, Didnt let you say, and almost always understand, Wished you had an urge to know, Why i curbed it and didnt let grow.. I told you since beginning, But you were not listening, It hurts when you don't say, For all your mistakes: I have to pay....